Allergies
Have I mentioned yet, that this isgoing to be the season that I get over my allergies? I don't think I have, so I am now, just so I can be held accountable for it, later ;-)
Ever since I can remember, I've always had horrible hayfever-type allergies. When I was a kid, it was way worse than it ever is now; my eyes would itch and water so much that they would turn red. My mom would lay me down with a cool wet washcloth over them, and I'd wake up with them sealed shut from the gunk that'd accumulate. Horrible stuff. Years later though, and now the main thing I have to deal with is the constant sneezing and runny noses.
It always screws me in the summer...I see the spring coming, and the days getting longer and I get so happy because I love this time of year. I get kinda depressed sometimes in the winter, so it's always a relief to see the weather changing. Then the joke kicks in, though, and after my first sneezing attacks I remember, oh yeah...forgot about that part of the season.
Normally I just end up spending the summer/spring popping allergy pills as a preventative. It's not really so bad, just take some medication every few hours, and i'm free! But, there's a new catch... As I do more meditation and martial arts training, my body-sensitivity is increasing. Now, I swear that I can feel negative effects of sudafed, and benedryl. Not sure exactly what it is, but when I'm taking them I can tell that I'm "off". It's not That obvious, and easily ignored, but still...there's something not right.
So this year is IT! I'm done with allergies, with sneezing my head off, with runny noses and itchy eyes. I'm going to figure this one out.
Allergy - From the Greek roots "allos" - meaning "other" - and "ergon" meaning "work" or "action". Typically defined as "an abnormally high sensitivity to certain substances".
Now, I'm not sure how to interpret the roots of the word... Other and Work? The work of an other, meaning seperate of self? "Other" apparently comes from the indo-european root "werg", which apparently is a common ancestor of things from work to "orgy"... Interesting.
Hypersensitivity, meaning an over reaction. Over-reaction to the presence of "other", triggering "work"? Either way, apparently I am seeing something harmless as an enemy, and acting accordingly.
This is the first thing that I'm going off of when trying to intellectualize the overcoming of allergies - It's my reaction to the substances, not the substances themselves, causing them. So I'm going to try and Accept them. I'm spending time accepting the pollon and the dust - the things native to the environment. In this accepting, perhaps there will cease overeaction?
Second thing - I can stop myself from sneezing. Slipping into a meditative state when I feel the oncoming of a sneeze, I can calm my self so that it doesn't manifest. Neat trick, but takes a lot fo mental concentration. Doesn't quite work while driving.
Third thing - Very similiar to the feeling of an allergy-induced sneeze - I notice that in certain circumstances, a well-placed breeze can give rise to the tingling of the nose that creates a sneeze. Energy system malfunction? I can feel the breeze on my toes, the cold gives rise to energy fluctuations, and then bam! I'm sneezing. One comes, and that's the end...no amount of meditation has saved me after the 'attack' begins.
So these are the things I'm trying to work with: acceptance, mindfulness, and energy management. I'm trying to open my self up to the environment, feeling it in fullness. Any odd tingles and twinges pop up, I try and smooth them out through my system. Clearing my mind to help concentrate, I try and dismiss sneezes.
Can I do it? Why not? I see no reason not to, it's my own damn self seeing an enemy where there isn't necessarily one. And this is the season! I'm not going to live each summer taking medication for something I'm doing to my self.







Try thinking in terms of “breathing freely” and being grateful for your clear sinuses and the summer air! If you imagine yourself in this way, you can make it happen! When you say, “stop myself sneezing” you're actually reinforcing the idea of sneezing in your mind, even if it's not what you intend. My mom taught me to think in terms of what I want, not in terms of what I don't want. “Why even give what you don't want the time of day?!” Thanks Mom.
As an adult, I remember taking a ferry from San Diego to Ensenada on very rough seas. My mother-in-law reinforced for me on that trip what my mother had always said. As people hurled over the side of the boat, my mother-in-law said, “Don't think 'I'm not going to barf,' instead think about how wonderful your stomach feels! Take deep breaths and concentrate on how well you feel.” It worked. It kicked in like magic, bringing back everything I had been told as a child. Those were some wise women, those two!!
You really can do it!
I certainly feel for you Rob. Fortunately for me, growing up around animals, I bypassed the plant and animal allergies, but later in life, I started getting food allergies. It's certainly no fun. I was blessed to learn from my holistic vet that allergies were just stuck emotions in our body that were triggered by a substance that was also present during that time of emotional trauma.
Sounds woo-woo I know but I'll be darned if after seeing a kinesiologist and having the emotion “cleared” if the allergy didn't go away. This worked for milk(that used to give me terrible migrains) and garlic and partially for soy. I haven't gone back to clear the rest of the soy allergy simply because it is not my desire to eat it any way. But there are rare occasions that soy will be in other dishes that I don't know about and then it zaps me, so I will go back and finish the clearing.
It is my understanding that this works for all allergies to plants, animals, foods, etc. If it resonates with you I highly endorse it. Could be just psychosomatics at work but hey, if it works, who cares what it is?
Hey, Rob, I am right there with you. This is going to be my last allergy season as well. I haven't had them as long as you; for me, they appeared after purchasing and living in a newly-constructed house, which I am convinced played a role due to the tight construction and outgassing of synthetics. I've never been able to handle even the over-the-counter medications, at best I feel completely disorientated, at worst, I had some Coricidin-d literally knock me out for about 18 hours.
Interesting research into the etymology of the word allergy - I believe it was so named in late 19th, early 20th century, when bacteria and viruses were being discovered as 'causes' of disease, and they hadn't yet figured out what 'caused' allergies, and figured it had to be something 'other' - ? I don't know about “abnormally high sensitivity” though. It's the popular current model, but with so many more people now routinely experiencing them, what's 'abnormal?' Same with athsma, diabetes, etc. These are systemically passing through American society, while largely bypassing other nations. Hypersensitivity, over-reaction (sounds like what all women were 'diagnosed' with a century or two ago!)… when such large swathes of the population are effected, it seems like something 'other' is playing a part, other than our own personal wonky 'overly sensitive' immune systems? I recently read that we actually absorb more chlorine by-products through showering, and even flushing the toilet or running the sink, than we do through drinking chlorinated water - which sounds hinky, until you think about how volatile chlorine is, the force with which it is being pushed through pipes, and, in the case of showering, the enormous absorption capability of the skin. Pretty weird to think that our bodies are chlorinated, too - maybe too clean in some sense? Also, as more engineered, patented pollens enter the atmosphere, what effect, that (I wonder if Pfizer owns stock in Dow) - ?
Anyway, allergies certaily cause high reactivity from the immune system - whether it's OVERreaction, I don't know. But I have also noticed that focusing inward can quell the 'attack' - especially focusing on breathing rather than sneezing (being rather than reacting - a handy trick in all areas of life!). The perspective of an energy shift is also interesting - I notice I sneeze the most when walking from one room into another. A hard-headed rationalist might say that it's a reaction to differing levels of allergens present (or fluctuations wafting on the breeze), but that's getting back to the model that something 'out there' is the cause. We may live in the stinkiest air quality conditions in the world, but it is still how we interface with them that determines the quality of our breathing. Plus, with seasonal allergies, you've got to figure it's just a whole lot of grass and trees trying to make love with your face (from a distance, of course, as is their way).
Very interesting topic, and I hope you will post more on the subject. I think our society as a whole could do really well not 'taking medication for something I'm doing to myself.' It's a very Zen thing to get in touch with your own damn self; Edward Abbey: 'If you feel that you must suffer, then plan your suffering carefully - as you choose your dreams, as you conceive your ancestors.'
Diane… LOVE the Mom wisdom of 'Why even give what you don't want the time of day?!' - that just says it ALL! I've had the exact same experience of successfully avoiding sea sickness through breathing an making friends with my stomach - looking forward to trying that on really high seas some day (with some ginger snaps for reinforcement!)
And Shelly, I couldn't agree more that 'if it works, who cares what it is?' - AMEN! Interesting experiences with kinesiology - I would love to hear more. I think so much pain, disease, and suffering comes from 'stuckness.'
Okay, you got me! Diane, thank you so much for the reminder. I immediately changed my course of thought after reading your comment and made the appropriate change! I also tried telling my self just how much I Loved these feelings of stuffy sneezing! Things we love too much soon diminish the reaction (flavors, addictions?) but I dropped that angle. I'll write a blog some day tying in Korzybski to your mother's wisdom!
Shelly - Fascinating! I've had your words in mind for the past week, and I feel like there's something there! Thanks for shrharing your experiences with kinesiology - that's another thing I've been looking into looking into for a while, now! Keep us updated on the soy!
And okay, Tsuya. I posted more. I actually had a half-written blog tucked away; I haven't felt very Zaadzy lately, and when I'm not “feelin' ” a blog, I stop writing it. This got me interested again, and so I posted an update. I feel like you and I are Definitely on the same page regarding all this dis ease they're prescribing as normal, lately. I think large people being prone to diabetes is no coincidence or trick of the chemistry. Ever noticed the quality of a large person's breathing? So shallow, so hurried…their organs barely get the energy and massage that I'm beginning to think they need.
I'd love to hear more about what you think might be going on when changing rooms - where's the energy shift to and from? What an awesome thing to key in on! I've also heard some people will get that effect from entering brightness. Oh, and thanks for the perspective of plant-lovin'. It reminds me of hearing about how the more odorous the flower, the more sexually frustrated the plant.